Walking...

Oh, how I love walking about two miles in 100 degree summer heat in tight heavy clothes and big clunky shoes. It just makes my day...

Why was I doing that? Well, it all has to do with my resolve never to attend another church service again. I am willing lose about 10 pounds walking home rather than listen another pathetic empty sermon. This is my faith now, a faith in myself and humanity, not in my mother's god.

My feet do hurt like fucking crazy right now, though. But, I do not regret my decision, not yet.

Oh, and if there is a god, why would he create such a disease that destroys the very thing that makes us human, that defines who we are? I am talking about Alzheimer’s disease, which is afflicting my beloved grandmother. The doesn't recognize too many people anymore, including me. This deeply saddens me, because I hold very fond memories of her. I can't really say much more, since I am at a loss for words...


-Cecilio