In my limited experience in love, I've managed to learn quite a few things, I think. One, you will never know you are truly in love until you fall out of it. Two, everyone in love is stupid. Why? Because to be that open with someone can only lead to the worst heartache one has ever felt before. The more you let them in, the deeper they entrench in the makeup of your soul, and the more they will rip out when they leave.
Of course, I would have to ask, why would someone set themselves up for something as foolish as love? Why waste your precious time searching for something that you know will more than likely hurt you later on? I haven't really found any reasonable answers, but something I do know is that I want to be that foolish. I guess it's human nature or some crap like that, but I want to experience that.
It's the mistakes we make that define us. Sure, we can learn from others experiences and stories, but our own experiences are unique, especially in our own eyes. That is why, I think, we always think our love is special. "Our love is special!" Because it is, and is not. It is because of how personal our feelings are. It is not because there will always be someone who shares those same feelings. Who is willing to set themselves up for that potential heartache.
We will search for that person, far and wide, when really, that person may be right here, across the room, the other side of the phone, stuff like that. Of course, only the lucky sometimes find that person right under their nose. Unfortunately, most of the lucky are also stupid, and the whole fucking cycle repeats itself...
-Cecilio
1 comment:
you know, you would be completely surprised to know that is worth it..
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