Sunday, September 03, 2006

things fall apart (the first week of school)...

I don't think I've ever felt as drained as I do now. Only the first week of school, and I already feel ready to give up. I can't explain why, but each year it seems that it takes me longer to get into the rhythm of waking up, hauling my ass to school, sitting through boring classes that I don't know why I signed up for in the first place, and finally getting home to do some studying until I my face falls in my book. Each year I procrastinate more, despite the fact that I tell myself over and over again that this year I will get stuff done on time. Each year, the same stupid routine, each year, the same tired act...

I know I've bragged to some of you guys that I was going to take 7 periods this year. Well, I think it was some sort of sign when I actually got 6 periods instead, a sign that it is finally time to lay off, or just to give up. Hell, I might even another class sometime this week...

Graduation, something that seemed so far off just 3 years ago, now is only 9 months away. I can't wait until liberating day in June. Of course, I've been told many many times that senior year goes by quick, and that the final act has only just begun. I just wish the curtain would fall right now.


-Cecilio ^_^v

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